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For only squat walking Bong Sun Yan, the carrying water for cooking is very difficult. Sun Feng Yan in the care of her grandmother paralyzed in bed.
Less than one meter tall, can not withstand heavy arms, legs due to a disability can only squat road, facial nerve necrosis also make it difficult to express her emotions destiny ...... 28-year-old Sun Bong rock, is extremely harsh arrangements. When she was still a minor, the parents because they are terminally ill have been around forever, leaving only her sister was only four years old, an old grandma. Zichuan District of Zibo City in the Kunlun town Nie village, this hardy children, so that all the village folks sigh sigh.
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Despite physical disabilities, even though his family was extremely poor, early-headed Sun Feng Yan, take care of my grandmother, my sister pulled, live frugally, it took eight years, he just passed away before their parents debts owed 35,000 yuan, after another to also gave the bear to accept folks.
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Sun Feng Yan said: "Qianzhaihaiqian, natural, it does not matter to me difficult family circumstances, I will not take lightly; but if borrowed, it must still on.!"
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Can not bear to look back on the past
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Parents have passed away, physically disabled, she became the mainstay of the family
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On the way to the village of Nie, deputy secretary of the village only home to the Sun Feng Yan a telephone call, telling her, "a reporter to go to." The other end of the phone, the discourse reveals a hint of blame, said:. "She did not blame me tell her ahead of time if it can be said in advance that she would not let you go."
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Sun Bong rock into the home of a small hospital, she warmly greeted with : "Regardless, you are!" Into the house, the room is not spacious, but the pack was very neat. East house, 85-year-old bedridden grandmother. "Now the grandmother to take care of 24 hours can not be away from the people, night live here." Sun Feng Yan said.
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"Actually, I really do not want to interview." Sun Feng Yan said. According to reports, before that, she has repeatedly refused to visit her a few enthusiasts. The reason does not want to face too much attention to social, Sun Feng Yan said: "I do nothing special, do not want to let people think they want to be more famous importantly, do not want their memories of the past and Grandma, Mom and Dad thought we. very sad. "
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Sun Feng Yan was born in 1984, in her eight years old, would never be able to stand up. Then she found herself getting arms so as not to pull its weight, can not do live. The last two years of junior high school, she is in the student's arm, finished the teeth persisted.
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Although he suffered a misfortune, but fortunately there are parents of asylum. But in 1999, suffering from uremia father away from her. Gone home pillar, Sun Bong rock be sensitive to other people's eyes, get a little strange. Since then,http://www.chrisadamsperfumes.com/index.php?item/create_form/1, one without hair sprouting seeds planted in her mind: to rely on others, not as their own. Fortunately, there is the mother's care.
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May Two years later, his mother's departure, a real change in the world, Sun Bong rock. Chia's two daughters, became an orphan. That year, four-year-old sister, Sun Feng Yan is only 18 years old, but she had to hold up the broken home. Ten years, parents photo Sun Bong rock never looked up, because she could not bear to look. Until recently, a local television station to make her look old photos, look at her while crying.
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When talking about the 85-year-old grandmother in tears on his sick bed, Sun Feng Yan crying. "I do not want my grandmother sad, so he did not want you to." Sun Feng Yan said.
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Can not escape the obligation
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"Give us good people to borrow money, we can not yet."
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Mother's image in the minds of the Sun Bong rock, has been very large. "When my mother was alive, I always knew my mother in accounting. Before leaving, her account to me. I know, my mother did not want to owe money meant." Sun Feng Yan said. For treatment, the parents have to bite the borrowed money to others. To lend money to people suffering from severe means, who have a clear mind; but villagers Nie Nie-dimensional shock and Teddy, had nothing to say, frankly repeatedly borrowed money. In this way, the total combined 2003 total, Sun owed a total of 35,000 yuan in debt two. For this account, Sun Feng Yan still remembers his mother's account: "They dare we borrow money, it is good we can not owed to others.!"
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From his mother's death in 2001, Sun Feng Yan repay the intention to do the work. However, family members of this family are almost no ability to work. Sun Feng Yan said: "The family income, in addition to subsistence allowances, as well as her grandmother's pension, plus a variety of well-being in the village, as well as subsidies for orphans sister, and now there are about 1,000 yuan a month." These benefits, in the last few years before a substantial rise up, the first time less than 200 yuan.
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Monthly income, $ 600 a month left to future sister orphans subsidy for school is not moving. Wear and use, by pairing with her "love Daddy" Lijin Lei village collective responsibility; water, electricity costs, but also pack a village; the food problem, rice, flour, oil by the village collective resolve to spend it buy some food; in addition, to spend money there grandmother medicine. To this meager income plucked out 35,000 yuan, can only rely on live frugally. The first year down, Sun Feng Yan province out of the more than 700 yuan, coupled with the end of the donor community, Sun Feng Yan literally gather 2,http://www.hflegend.cn/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=733118&fromuid=38128,nike air jordan pas cher,000 yuan in the second year. When the grandmother took the money to find Teddy, they said nothing to close, may eventually fail to beat the stubborn stronger grandmother, accept the hard-won 2000 yuan.
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With the increase of social relief efforts, life stress, Sun Bong rock much smaller, but the debt thing, but throughout the pressure in her heart. Finally, in 2009, also on the final sum owed.
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According and party secretary Nie Yunhua introduced, in addition to 35,000 yuan outside, in fact, there are some other Sun Bong rock fragmented debt, are also on the last. Nieyun Hua said: "She is not willing to take the initiative to say these things, we know the reason why, as well as her occasional slip of the tongue."
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Spent eight years, there is no labor income, Sun Feng Yan a, stunned the pennies, put on more than 35,000 yuan also.
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The backbone can not be ignored
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Should the money not to be, capable of living let others help
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In Bong Sun Yan's body, always feel a backbone. Although she can not stand,hogan outlet sito ufficiale, can only squat, but it has a kind of self-esteem people looking up. It Fengyun self-esteem,http://bbs.adinm.com/thread-92960-1-1.html, so that she would not evade their obligations, even if it is the body in a very special situation. Sun Feng Yan said: "As long as I can do, I should do, it must be done."
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Sun Feng Yan asked for extremely limited, too contented with their current situation. While living shabby homes, despite eating bread and water.
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Fengyun guarding fate, living lightly on the heart of the Sun Bong rock despite a lot of people love, but she did not want to go over possession of a number of charitable resources. Although for her money or things, is not entirely superfluous. Sun Feng Yan can insisted: "In addition to the village collective government money, any individual donations, I will not close." Some people come to visit her, forced upon or quietly leave some money, Sun Feng Yan have a note down, sister so after work, and put them to donate the money to go. Only give money Lijin Lei, Sun Feng Yan willing to take it, "because he is not someone else, he is my 'father'."
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This self-esteem, not just for the money, but also in all aspects of her dealing with people. Grandmother paralyzed former Sun Bong rock tutoring for primary obligation neighbor, "I can not do anything else, it is that I was okay, how many can do much for others to do." Folks who come to visit her old school, wanted to help her dry point chores, but as long as they can do that, she determined not to allow others to touch.
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Which usually have to take care of a neighbor on her home, Sun Feng Yan have in mind,http://www.xingmenggongfang.com/discuz/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=738843, as long as people have something, she would give people "with the human." Sun Feng Yan said: "No matter how, I this is a home, others for my family to take care of, I have to come and go, the human has a." Gradually,nike tn requin pas cher, the folks who know the Sun Bong rock temper, something it all without telling her .
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The future will not give up
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When mom and when dad bringing up his sister, hope she is able to become useful
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For Sun Feng Yan, the most important thing, first take care of her grandmother, the second is the sister useful person. Especially for my sister, "both as a mother but as a father," the Sun Bong rock, has a "special feeling."
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Sister is now in junior high school, good grades, this also makes the Sun Bong rock quite relieved. She hoped that the future is not only a good sister in high school, but also a good university. No matter how difficult the house again, she does not move her sister to college money in the future, "orphan subsidies to 18 years old when she was gone, and now have to save up for school for her." Sun Feng Yan said, "it is not money to apply for student loans. "Beyond the day after, Sun Feng Yan also thought of. "Sister after work, get married, and I certainly would not follow her. I'll stay, take care of my grandmother."
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On their own, Sun Feng Yan consider very little, but she also has a lot of desire, but also makes a strong self-esteem she did not want to ask someone else what claims can only be buried in the heart, a step toward the goal of advancing slowly. Her favorite cartoon characters Conan also like to see "Avenue of Stars" television program, still on the network to know a bunch of friends from different places. And these friends do not need to meet, do not need to inquire about their situation,http://www.mystudy8.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=507090, just chat about topics of interest, which makes Sun Bong rock feel very relaxed. Although not easily out of the yard,nike tn pas cher france, but especially like to watch the news,http://www.shhjyuan.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=1454277, Sun Feng Yan, concerned domestic and international events. She was very fond of music, often imagined myself playing a guitar look, but reason tells her that her body can not control these things. Sun Feng Yan said: "I must find a way through their own,tn pas cher, with their own instruments like."
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◎ reporter's notes reliance get people to tears if you are willing to lend a helping hand, please call
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Sun Feng Yan interview, told reporters, the pressure is very great. Because reporters are facing, is a very strong appearance, but inside they are very afraid to touch the pain of people. When the Sun Bong rock face reporters, although still very politely answered most of the questions, but after showing some reluctance. When faced with some topics, Sun Bong rock with "can not say it?" To respond. For a reporter, this piece is really frustrating, and even some embarrassing things, always felt news clips, buried on the other side of the "minefield", the fear of a careless, touched the most sensitive place inside each other dare not go deeper. Therefore, in the interview, when parents leave this experience, when reporters try to shorten the length.
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Reporter feeling, Sun Feng Yan mismatch, is from the heart. No not really proven moral ethics, the immediate temptation is suffering and tested the Sun Feng Yan, people believe that she was not doing this gesture, but their true thoughts. She refused, stems from his own personality convinced, from the character of their own stick. For her, the money for their own heart, useless. Sun Feng Yan too well on their own, what is useful and what will make her happier. Sun Feng Yan suffering did not let the loss of the heart of the stick, it is suffering, let her gain a heart of clean, translucent.
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When a reporter said Nie-dimensional shock-intentioned people wanted to interview and Caide Sen, the Niexiu Hong said, "impossible." Because there are media earlier have this intention, have been rebuffed two, because both of them feel that they should do just do not deserve the attention of others. A person's honor concept, reflects a person's values. For this refusal, although reporters disappointed, but awe.
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Sun Feng Yan reluctant to accept financial assistance, we can provide additional help her? For example, to help her achieve some reading, learning music, learning the skills of desire? If you are willing to lend a hand, please call.
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